Brief Answer:
Please don't send that mail

Detailed Answer:
Hello again

One another reason of filing injunction was probably the fear of getting into legal problems. You took Valium tabs and probably he got feared that he might be held responsible for that and he filed injunction. So I request you to keep away these thoughts now. Don't think about taking any such step. As per my opinion please don't send the letter for now. This will do no good. Try to wait some more time, see your therapist and you can start learning new things ( like Hebrew). This will keep your mind busy, you have to pass the time only. Please try to understand that.

Thanks

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Brief Answer:
Don't feel bad about yourself

Detailed Answer:
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I am sorry for my assumption. Please don't think bad about yourself. Life is a gift by GOD and you are a true believer. Fight with your bad phase of time and don't fight with your self. Anger, despair should be directed in good things and try to direct these into improving your health. I appreciate your decision that your will not mail him the letter. Try to pass that time, don't feel bad about yourself. Try to learn new thing, redevelop your interest. Please try to understand, life is precious gift, at least think about those who care about you.

I hope you will understand my advise.

Thanks

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Brief Answer:
Don't feel bad about yourself

Detailed Answer:
Hello again

First of all I would like to apologise for my late answers because of a little busy schedule for today. Don't consider life as curse, it's a gift and please try to realise it. Think about those who care about you, like your son, daughter. Don't feel bad about yourself. The bad phase of time will be pass and you will start loving your life again.

That's good if your daughter sees him, this may bring some good thing. Try to keep patience, your are a fighter.

Please don't even think about methods to kill yourself, pray to God.

Thanks

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Brief Answer:
He is a Schizophrenic and please accept this and try to improve yourself

Detailed Answer:
Hello again

His behaviour at store itself denotes that he is still ill. Lack of awareness to people, appearing as if talking to self or muttering, hallucinatory behaviour, poor self care, indifferent to others etc are main symptoms of schizophrenia. It is difficult to come out of these symptoms without proper medicines and evaluation.

The main hurdle in our case is that you can't contact him or ask him for treatment. He is not caring about himself so he can't be held responsible for his behaviour. He lacks insight and awareness to his illness. I know you are accepting his illness but in the same time you are feeling bad and dejected by his behaviour and this is causing deterioration of your condition. Please try to understand that he is not showing his real behaviour instead he is showing psychotic behaviour. Try to keep yourself busy, start loving yourself again. Don't feel bad about yourself. Develop new interests in life. If possible mail him again after about 3-4 weeks. With due course of time things should get better.

Thanks, hope this helps you

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Brief Answer:
Yes continue to mail him at once a month but not more than that.

Detailed Answer:
Hello again

Emailing him would not help in coming out of psychosis but the mail may realise him about your presence whenever he gets a little better. He may come to realise about you due to these XXXXXXX

As per my opinion continue to mail him once a month and lets see what happens. Don't mail more than that and also don't feel bad and devastated even if he doesn't reply.

Yes you should tell him about your decision to move Israel. Even telling him that you love him was probably helpful though I can't say with certainty.

Talk about GOD and religious things in XXXXXXX As he is also a religious person he would find this in positive manner.

Try to go out with your children, try to enjoy time. Dining out, a short picnic, learning new things, developing new interests would really help. Try to keep yourself busy and this would help a lot.

Thanks, take care

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Brief Answer:
He lacks insight to his illness so he can't be held responsible for these

Detailed Answer:
Hello again

On the basis of history and our previous conversations I can tell you that he can't forget you. He may ignore you because of his underlying psychotic process and which can be due to his fear of homicide arisen out of his hallucinatory voices. He has fear of killing you as you have mentioned that some entities were asking him for homicide which were probably auditory hallucinations.

He can't make preference at this point of time. He is not aware of his actions and is not having insight so how can he make choice to choose hallucinations over you. His illness is not his choice but he is suffering. Please try to accept this thing that he is ill and you have to try to keep yourself healthy and away for depression. You have to realise that he lacks insight of his illness. Some times delusions of patients weaken with time and we are relying on that thing only. You can't contact him or ask him for medicines and this is one of major setback to his recovery. So we are left with one option that is to wait. Pray to GOD for his recovery and keep yourself healthy.

Thanks

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