Thanks for choosing health care magic for posting your query.
I have gone through your question in detail and I can understand what you are going through.
It appears to me that you are having two different illnesses. It seems there is co morbid depression and attention deficit disorder
. The fact that the stimulants showed such marked improvemet itself testifies to the fact that it cannot be depression alone.
I understand that problems that you are facing while you are trying to get the right medicines. Unfortunately it is the law of land and without getting physically examined it wont be possible to get a prescription from an online doctor
. Further you need to have a prescription from the doctor who is licensed to practice in your country specfically. These laws are meant to prevent the drug abuse
but unfortunately trouble the genuine users as well.
But I dont think that it should be difficult to convince your doctor about the genuine need of yours. Do explain them and stress
on the fact that right from childhood you have had symptoms of not being able to focus on whats going around, missing out the deadlines easily, un organized work, difficult to.plan properly, easy distractbility, not able to comolete tasks taken in hand. This will make it more likely for him to consider that you need the stimulants and will help you in getting a prescription.
Hope I am able to answer your concerns.
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Dr. Srikanth Reddy M.D.