Dear service user, Thank you for contacting Healthcaremagic. Hi, I have gone through your question and understand your concerns regarding insufficient erection and lesser sperm count. You feel that your penis is not enlarging properly. It seems more due to worries regarding effects of masturbation. Don t worry. Masturbation itself is harmless and itself will not cause difficulty in erection. So relax and just enjoy pleasurable sensation during masturbation. Do not focus on penis size and your performance during masturbation. Masturbation itself doesn t cause any problem with your memory. The anxiety and worries (related to masturbation and semen loss) causes difficulty in concentration hence you do not recall things properly. Masturbation itself does not reduce sperm count. Semen is a body fluid which keeps on generated in body like other body fluids as blood, saliva and tears. When you donate one unit of blood (350ml) your body makes it again within 1 month. Similarly when you spit the mouth restores saliva soon. When you cry the lost tears get restored by our eyes and they do not get dry. Thus semen also keeps on being generated by our sex organs. Hope, I have answered your question. If you have any further questions I will be happy to help. Wish you good health.