hi. I understand your situation. keeping myself in your shoes and with previous experiences with these therapies in cases of anxiety and depression with aggravation SSRI , I would suggest either NLP or sujok six ki acupuncture. NLP practitioner are available all over the globe. if you do not have access to any practitioner than you can read the best books I came across this topic - unlimited power and awaken the giant within. both by Anthony Robbins. these are life changing books and I highly recommend them from personal as well as patient experience. six ki acupuncture is different from Chinese acupuncture. it utilise very small needles with very small insertion depth only on palms. for emotional issues six ki acupuncture is one of the best techniques to change the whole Constitution of the person. i an not sure which country you belong but there are sujok association from Moscow who can probably guide you don t practitioner in your area. hope this helps. good luck