65 years old I've had some 40hrs surgerys I have to live in constant PAIN, sever pain,and Ican't find a doctor willing to work with me, the last 5 years have become unbarable I have no life, sever back pain , neck pain arm pain can't sleep cant lie in a bed.Thus I'am about ready to give up. Also I can't type for shit lost feeling in my hands. what am i doing wrong