Iv been on methadone 10,yrs.and lost me mother&father,,in the last 3,yr. I m on pills too. Anxicalm tabs ,5,mg.diazepan,I take6,aday. I m smokein weed too. I lost 4, stone in weigth.&I m afraid to go out,I m only33 & have to take care of me young sisters. Bt if I don t get help,, I afraid I ll died. Cause my life mad,bt I don t no what i can do. Can u help me please.mark . Frm Ireland