Hello, I am a 30 year old female. I have been thinking about taking a form of birth control, but im terrified to be on any birth control. I have taken it before in order to loose hair and had a very bad experience. I do not want anything to change my body. I am afraid of pain, loosing hair, gaining more hair, loosing weight, gaining weight, affecting pregnancy in the future, mood swings, different monthly cycles, spotting, being heavy or having a light PMS. I have a very difficult type of personality and when I'm used to something that I have lived without for so long, its hard to make a change. I'm scared about the whole situation. Any advice will help please. I have not yet seen a doctor or mad any appointments to discuss this. Thank you