I have been really dissatisfied with my rheumatologist. And I ve been only seeing my primary care physician for it. I recently got spinal x rays done and the primary care physician said she didn t see anything abnormal about it. I m concerned about my spine though. And I ve been diagnosed with o.c.d. In my knee. Have had 5 knee surgeries. And then got diagnosed with r.a. I was put on hydroxychloriquine and Prednisone and they have not helped. No other doctors are helping me. I am exhausted and tired of searching for answers. I just want to be out of pain. I m only 21, I thought I was going to live a normal life and live out my dream as a wild life conservationist. Now that dream seems unreachable. I just want any answers any information. I m tired of waiting. I ve spent half my life in and out of surgeries and I m about ready to throw my hands up and give in. Please help