Hello, I have been a long time sufferer of Generalized Anxiety Disorder and depression and I have always had this fear of harming myself since I was 15. 5 years ago the fear came back and I fell into a dark depression. I recovered and 5 years later I relapsed and the thought came back during a stressful time in my life. I got caught on the thought and haven t been able to stop thinking about suicide since then. It s been 4 months. I am in therapy, am on medication and really don t know who I am any more:( I am having trouble determining if this is still anxiety or if it has turned into something else. I keep having these weird thoughts and feel like I am going delusional. I do have a really bad hormonal imbalance and am wondering if this could be causing some of this. I m on clonazepram but don t know if that is working. I have talked a lot with my family, but they just don t want to hear it any more. Thoughts? Could I possibly be going psychotic?