I have had a large, red swollen lump just above my clitoris for over a couple of months/ up to a year now, it never seems to get any better or to get any worse and it never goes away. I know I shouldn't but seen as though it helps relieve the small amount of pain that I rarely encounter with the lump, I squeeze it, this results in yellowish, water like substance, often followed by blood leaking out. What's wrong with me?