Hi,
I'm sorry to hear your story about all the problems you've had with your hip and all the surgeries you've had to endure. I know it must have been very hard to go through all of that.
I also appreciate your attitude of wanting to follow your doctor's recommendations and trusting her judgment.
I agree with her that using both opiate pain medication and a
Benzodiazepine like
Clonazepam can be dangerous.
Unfortunately, for someone like you who has
severe pain AND anxiety, it will be difficult to find alternatives.
One idea is some antidepressants, like
amitriptyline or
duloxetine, can be used for both anxiety/
depression and pain, and might be able to allow you to at least lower the dose of the other medications you are using.
There are also some treatments that work on your nerves to control pain, like a TENS unit or
spinal cord stimulation.
You could discuss with your doctor whether these might be appropriate in your case. I hope that you can find a solution with your doctor that both control your pain and anxiety and avoids too much risk of adverse effects of medications.
Hope I have answered your query. Let me know if I can assist you further.