Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns. I went through your details. I suggest you to keep calm. Schizophrenia are of various types. Early detection and proper diagnosis and medication often provides good results in the management and cure. From your description, the details are not clear. Time and again it has been proven that medicines alone cannot cure mental disorders. These are to be supplemented with psychotherapy and meditation. These therapy methods induces metabolic changes and change in lifestyle alongwith clear thinking. Hypnotherapy and Cognitive Behavior Therapy should be of help to you. Do work with your psychiatrist. Trust him. Consult a psychotherapist if need be. Please be patient, You should get the result sooner or later. In case if you need more of my services in this regard, please post a direct query. I am happy to reply you. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.