Hello! Thank u in advance. I am a very successful business owner, I own a spa I built from nothing just my massage table and me, now I own 3 spas at the age of 26. I have my BA in bus. Admin. And nationally certified as a massage therapist. So, in no way am I dumb. Lol however last year I kicked a 6yr addiction to the narcotic pain pill methadone with the help of suboxone too. My question is this, I was completely clean for 9 months then I started using crystal meth and have got down to once a week BUT i get awful depression that my 80mg of celexa a day does nothing. I can't get out of bed. I'm looking my grip at financial things because I am so depressed I feel worthless and like a failure. What can I do? I already see a doc weekly and go to support groups but I can't do anything. It's killing me, the real me would NEVER do this I always motivate my friends n family and literally feel like I don't deserve life now. Help