i feel sad, depressed, and i can't do any of my homeworks, i dont want to study, i just feel like i want to sleep all the time, and be alone. i listen to sad songs, watch ghost tapes and suicide videos. i feel like i'm lost, i don't know what to do, and i have an exam next week, plus my memoir of graduation year, i'm very stressed, i hate the school, the teachers, i've been deceived by friends, i dont have many... i wonder why im like that, and i can't stop thinking of the futur, my futur. help me, thank you