Hi. I take Xanax for anxiety and depression. I have a slight chest deformity and Xanax seems to let me live life without having to worry as much about what I look like and just enjoy life. The problem is my tolerance is ridiculous. I am taking up to 20 MG a day or more and when I run out 2 weeks early, I am extremely depressed and socially awkward. Anti-Depressants do not work for me. I ve tried multiple. It s kind of a lose-lose situation. On the Xanax, I can enjoy life (Family, Sports, Church, God), but off them I feel isolated and scared and more aware of my deformity. Any advice? My tolerance is skyrocketing and I m worried. Any Advice? Please keep this message as confidential as possible. Even though it s now viral lol. Thanks. B,