I went to the hospital last night to quit drinking. I m on a major binge and right now can t function very well. they gave me Ativan and it helped. Don t get me wrong I ve been through counseling, psychiatrists, rehab programs. If you really want to help me tell me what is wrong with my brain. I don t hurt people; I don t want to hurt myself; I wouldn t even mind dying if it would save someone or an animal in the process. That is how much I care but I m obviously fucked in the head somehow! Sorry for all of that but I don t have any more oprtions!