hy my now my mentral situation is very bad,mmy parents dont talk to me ,and really i am very lonely ,sad.sometime now i think that i killed me?but then i am very fear when i think it,i dont go any place,alltime i was very fear.i think i have depression,but i dont say my problem in my parents.now i thought this earth bad all things are bad and i have only bad bad bad luck,when i was 11 class,then my problem is start.i am 18 years old,height 5'7",i am a girl.so what i do?