I'm afraid that years of using anti-depressants, tranquilizers, and substances such as aspartame has literally ruined my mind. When I was first diagnosed as having depression, I began taking prozac and some form of tranquilizer back in the 90's and also started using aspartame in my coffee everyday. When I fisrt started the medications, I never felt better in my life. This lasted maybe 3-4 years but every sense i've been going downhill. I'm 54 yrs old and I think that these chemicals have ruined my brain. I feel like I'm crazy; Sometimes I don't even feel like I belong anywhere on this earth; I'm on disiability because of this. I just want to feel good for once in my life and I'm afraid that too much damage has been done by all these chemicals. Now I'm starting to worry about this very much and don't have the resources to go to therapy. Can you help me?