Hello kokilavani, I can understand your feelings when you say that you r depressed. It is indeed a burden to suffer with this illness. The only way to get out of this is to come out of the shadows and get help from your psychiatrist. Fighting back depression requires prescription based medicines and psychotherapy. Its a curable illness so seekibg help is the only step you gotta take hence forth. Hope this helps you and best of luck in your future endeavour. Avoid taking major decisions if possible until you feel better. Feel free to consult in future.