Hello doctor. I am a 20 yr girl from Andaman,presently living in Kolkata,India. I have been through so many bad situations since childhood. Faced so much,n watched n got so much pain n bad things. And like since 4yrs,when I was in class 11th,I became very deemed. I lost all my qualities like- I became poor in studies,I cant sing like I used to,I cant do anything perfectly as I used to do. And I feel suicidal all the time.I feel like nobody likes me.I Want to cry but I am not able to. I wanna get rid of everything which I feel. Please help.