Hello my name is Desiree i am here to ask a question on how i can go about finding or getting help for my boyfriend he has so many things i would like answers to but not really sure who to go to to find help for him he is very depressed all the time due to his fathers passing 4 years ago from colon cancer he has not been able to heal from that plus with the depression he is angry all the time and when he is angry he gets an upset stomach and has acid to where he cant eat and makes him throw up he does this on a daily basis he is also having blood when he goes to the bathroom. He also complains about having a racing mind he cant shut it off it causes him not to be able to sleep i should of also mentioned he is a very bad alcoholic he gets very mean and he blacks out and does not remember what he has said and done I can t figure out if he is bipolar or something else he also has an issue with pointing blame everyone else but himself it s never his fault if anything goes wrong, he is also a very good manipulator he can talk to people and making them think he is OK when he s not he has been baker acted three times I m not sure if the psychiatrists are diagnosing him right he doesn t believe in taking medicines he only likes natural organic things but I m not sure if there s anything natural he could take to help him get better if he can get better at all . I could probably make the list much longer as he has so many things wrong with him healthwise, mental wise, everything I m just not sure where to go from here to help him. He also has no health insurance so I know it s kind a hard to get him the best help he deserves I would appreciate any advice you could give me if you have any other questions you need to know about him I will be willing to tell you anything thank you and advance for all your help