I started masterbate since i was 4 and now i m totally disturbed due to my OCD behavior and depression , loss of libibo,premature emission,excessive night discharge,fatigue, loss of energy and memmory, lack of concentration ,sleeplessness, irritating behavior ,getting discharge by touching a girl or penis ,obsession of watchin porn, lack of interest in daily life and suicidal tendency. I mgoing to marry under the parents pressure but i m not ready and thinking of suicide. I hope you will send the advice