Hi there ~ I understand your concerns. It is peculiar to have you describe your problem the way you have put in in your question. However, I believe you need some education regarding sex and sexuality and I will try to answer your question. Your problem with erection can be corrected if you are anatomically normal and are having normal erections at other times, including early morning erections which is a normal phenomenon. Assuming all that to be normal, there are medications to help with erectile dysfunction and you need to visit with and consult a qualified doctor to get the medications prescribed. Not all people will benefit from the medication nor would everyone be able to use it. You would need testing done before you are prescribed these medicines. I hope you consult a psychiatrist as well as a sexologist to find answers to your problems with dead fluids and dead sperm as this would make me think that the problems need attention. I hope this helps. Take care and have a lovely day!