Hi there, Thanks for your query. I fully understand your feelings against heartless and insensitive men. You are apparently suffering from Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD). Practice meditation and Yoga, regain your self-confidence and self-esteem, be brave and more pragmatic; make a resolution to fight it out and move ahead. I know that it is easier said than done. Hence, as a stop-gap arrangement, a regular course of a combination of anti-depressants + anti-anxiety drug will be highly preferable. The drugs will be tapered off and stopped, once your mind is fully reconciled to the harsh realities of live and can move along comfortably. Consult your doctor and apprise him of my opinion. I am certain that he will agree with me, order required tests, and- based on the reports- will prescribe suitable/modified treatment as advised. If you find my response helpful and informative, do not forget an “excellent” (5-star rating) to my answer, to ENCOURAGE ALL doctors- engaged in social service- to render sound advice to the FREE queries. Take care Dr. Rakesh Karanwal