Question: The last few months have become very painful ones for me. I ache all over, I get extremely depressed . Please help me. I am 48 years old. I feel 95. I have always been high energetic, worked 10-14 hours a day and now I cant funtion, think, remember or even pick anything up over 10lbs without feeling exhausted. my joints my legs my hip joints and my loweer back are killing me. My general doc but me on zoloft, I HATE IT. I hate pain pills and have pretty much no tolerance for them. I have to take a phenergran not to throw up if I take one. I have lost 20lbs in the last 8 months. She also had me take a 50k mg vitamin D last week and wants me to for 8 weeks. I read that if that can cause a stroke which also runs in my family. PLEASE HELP ME FEEL BETTER. I stand to lose everything if I cant get back to my normal self very soon :(