Brief Answer:
Poor insight at time of episode
Detailed Answer:
Hi
Thanks for choosing healthcare magic
First of all, few things about
schizophrenia that would help you to understand the kind of illness you have.
Schizophrenia is a mental disorder characterized by a breakdown of thought processes and by impaired emotional responses. Common symptoms include delusions like paranoid beliefs,
hallucinations, disorganized thinking, and negative symptoms such as lack of emotion and lack of motivation. Schizophrenia causes significant social and work problems. It also lead to cognitive dysfunction that effect memory, logistic thinking, concentration. During episode, patients have poor insight, mean they do not know about the activity they do and not able to recall the activity.
Same problems are with you. During psychotic episode, whatever you did like eating, meeting with your friends, your interaction with doctor or hospital staff etc, is difficult for you to recall due to poor insight at that time. This is all normally seen in schizophrenic patients.
This condition is not
amnesia. That why no one had mentioned amnesia in your record and you did not find amnesia as side effect of drug. It happened due to poor insight, not because of drug.
If at age of 66, you are facing difficulty in recalling things, that may be due to age factor, underline
dementia, due to sedative effect of drug or may be due to cognitive deterioration due to illness.
I think with that answer you would be satisfied. In case you need further help, you can connect me.
Regards
Dr. Abhishek Kapoor
Psychiatrist