Question: So doctors i am going through so much anxiety about herpes i had loads of sex on valentines day with a totally clean partner and developed some bumps down there went to get tested and they did a culture of some of them everything comes back negative ... ive been to the doctors office twice and std clinic three times they keep telling me this is not herpes and looking at me like in crazy .. And i sort of believed them cause the lesions were never blisters and never opened or had fluid this morning after last night telling myself maybe i am crazy this bump i showed the std nurses and doctor i shine a light on it to inspect it and there is the tiniest almost like cut or darker spot in the middle of it not visible unless very closely inspected under a flash light .. It looks kinda worse in the pictures because i irratated it by squeezing to see if fluid and scratching to see if its like a cut or scab... Im basically at a point where i wanna die because every nurse and doctor looking at me like im crazy ... Does this look like herpes to you? I wAs ready to let go of the idea until i very closely inspected the bump an see a tiny abrasion .. My whole penis looks wrinkly and dry as well for weeks now! I don't know what to do anymore? Please advise me