I am 24 I have been drinking since I was 12 (yes my doctor knows) used to be a mickey every day to stary or more of vodka then later on when I was 18 2 mickeys a day and beer and wine, then to one mickey a day and wine and beer, ive had jonhndace completely yellow when I tried to quit, eyes skin hair nails I mean everything, hallusinations itchy twitchy barfing shitting sweating u name been there done in, I do not smoke or do drugs have experimented but don t do then n e more not for a long time well Ativan and trazadone, 7 Ativan for 10 days I get, had one ceaser, the yellow went away when I started drinking again, but my pupils are always huge like I took a cap of e, but I haven t, in 5 yrs or more, and I watched the doctors and they say its bad my sister was 32 just dies from od from drugs, why I am not dead!! plus I have major depression im only 120 lbs and I have bulimia and anporexia unless im eating home make greek salad that I make with 1 baby bell peper 6 baby tomatoes, little purple onion, 1 baby cuc, I pinch of feta not much, then about 8 or 10 super spicy peppers no oil, just lots of salt, and cayenne sprinkled on top of it all