hi im seeking advise on the way i am feeling, i find it hard to say how i feel out loud which is why i feel i cant go to see my doctor, recently i feel like it is really hard to get out of bed in a morning, and as soon as i get home i fall asleep, i am sleeping alot or i have nights like last night where i only got 2hours sleep as i was awake crying, i often feel worthless like i let others down like my parents with my education and the way i behave towards them not letting them talk to me as i prefer to be on my own, i feel very down and often have thoughts about ending it i have a friend which i talk too but i still dont tend to tell her everything she makes me feel ok but only for a short while. i have considered to go see a doctor but then i wake up some mornings and everything seems to be perfectly fine, well i feel on top of the world and so happy with lots of energy and i feel like my life is going how i want it too, recently over the last few weeks i have felt more down and its really getting to me as i dont know how to pick myself up again, nothing seems to make me happy once i feel down, my friends have now picked up on the changes in my moods this is why i thought to seek some advise please help me!