hello,i have a question that happened a long time ago,i have been to ashamed to talk to anyone about it,i had sex with a man when i was seventeen,when he started i realized that his penis was very big,( i was not very sexually experianced)i told him to stop but he wouldnt.basicaly he raped me.i blacked out,when i came to he was still going,i pushed him off with all of my might and ran,,when i got home i was bleeding,and torn,and my vagina got very swollen and like everything was hanging out..my question that i have been wondering about was..how long could i have blacked bout for,before he could do that much damage to me?and why didnt my vagina go back to its original size after that?