Hello i was wondering if you could help me. I think i have a mental illness the doctor said its just anxiety but i think otherwise, i am like two completly different people when im myself im happy and enjoying my life but on the other hand i am such a horrible person i say and do horrible things, think even worse things all of which i cant controll, i can change from being happy to hating myself and life in a split second, i feel asif sometimes i dont even know myself, i have had a very hard upbringing and think it might be why i am like this. I am struggling to undrtstand this and find ot extreamly hard to speak to someone about it. I hope you help,Thanks