I have been silent sick for about a year or more now..I feel that I am dying. I've felt this for awhile, and kept it a secret. but I believe ppl reallty do know when they are. I have no insurance. But I don't want to die. I'm scared, and I have no idea what I'm suppose to do. My family has no clue. but please, is there anyone who can help me? I know you need money. but im somebodys daughter, and one day she's going to be crying while she burries her daughter. I have an irregular heartbeat, rapid, I am short of breath, I've had horrible dry heaves for the past 2 years. Now there to the point it makes my brain feel like it's going to burst, and my heart. I have been forgetful and always tired. I never have energy and when i do, it runs out quick. Sometimes it feels like theres a water bubble or something that needs to pop in my chest. and when i lay on my left side it puts painful pressure on my heart. My heart will speed real fast up to 200+ at some times just by vacuuming a floor. I get wore out fast. i'm only 28 years old. I've been urninating a lot more and my periods are horrible. When I don't have make up on, I look bad. My circles are dark and I just don't look well. my hair is thinning and falling out. My feet get swollen and hurt all the time sometimes they get red and my veins stick out real bad. I just know something is wrong. Oh, plus i have had ulcers for years...I just need help and don't know where to go. I'm a good person. And never once has anyone ever just been there for me...I just don't know what to do. I'm scared. I know that