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We understand your concerns
I went through your details. From the given information it seems that you are troubled with social anxiety.
Social anxiety disorder, also called
social phobia, is an anxiety disorder in which a person has an excessive and unreasonable fear of social situations. Anxiety (intense
nervousness) and self-consciousness arise from a fear of being closely watched, judged, and criticized by others.
Social anxiety disorder may be linked to other mental illnesses, such as panic disorder,
obsessive compulsive disorder, and depression. Therefore, in my opinion, you should
consult a psychiatrist immediately to have a proper diagnosis and treatment. Take care.
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Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications.
Good luck.