Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. From the description you gave, I am to understand that you could be troubled with generalized anxiety disorder with some specific phobias or fears. Generalized anxiety disorder is normal with 60% of population and does not need any medications. But needs life style changes and relaxation. But you should get yourself assessed for the depth of the problem. Consult a clinical psychologist for assessment. If you require more of my help in this aspect, Please post a direct question to me in this website. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe the needed psychotherapy techniques which should help you cure your condition further. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.