Hi there, Thank you for posting your question. I will do my best to help you Negligence or avoiding medication can worsen your health .Health is wealth and If Health is intact , the rest of the issues can be worked with a healthy mind . Dont be upset.Revisit your consultant and explain that you would want to restart the medications .Restart your medication and keep your health on priority.( the rest will follow as good Join a local group which support with similar problems (Alcohol anonymous).Mutual support will have an impact on way of thinking and better life . http://www.aagsoindia.org/location.htm www.aagsoindia.org I understand the above reply to your query may not the answer to your problems but my suggestion is that priotising your health issues can improve lifestyle better ( Once health is good, mind thoughts will improve and life approach will be different) More importantly, Deficiency in Vitamin in the body is quite common in alcoholics which can lead to depression. All the best. I hope that I have answered your questions fully and been of some help. If you have anymore questions please contact me again anytime Regards, Dr.Sushma