I suffer from chronic pain and I'm tired of it. It's been 10 years and My GF of 18 yrs. just passed away 3 months ago. I'm thinking of ending my life in July. What is the best method? I was thinking about electrocution but I'm leaning towards sleeping pills and a plastic bag for suffocation. Do you think I'll try to tear the bag off in my sleep? I'd like to go someplace to talk to someone about this, but no one will help me. The took me to a horrible place last time I tried to kill myself and didn't try to help at all, they made things worse. I spent the whole night trying to sleep in a chair and they kept me awake because of my hypervigilance. They didn't care that I was a chronic pain patient and kept my meds from me. I sat quietly and thought of the ways to end myself and came up with the plan I have for July now.