Hi, I had gone through your query and understand your concerns. There are 2 possible solutions available for anyone with these severe addiction problems, who wants to get off of the medication they are abusing. The first would be medical intervention, see your doctor and get help. They can help you find ways to prevent the withdrawals and beat your addiction. It may involve other medications, such as Methadone or Suboxone. The second would be to do it yourself, by gradually tapering off. However, you have to be very strong willed and able to deal with the symptoms you may experience in order to do it on your own. Trying to stop all at once, when you ve been taking that much for a long period of time could be dangerous and may put your life in danger, due to severe withdrawal symptoms. Thank you