Hi I m a young girl in junior high and I suffer depression and I also have panic attacks the family I currently live with now is my 3 uncles, anut and my cousin. All of the people I live with do hard drugs like meth and marijuana and most of them drink. My dad passed away last year so I m still grieving over his loss my grandma is trying to take me away from my mom and that didn t work because my mom doesn t do drugs and never put me in harms way. My grandma, she is in the hostpital right now and doesn t really know what going on in this nut house. Even if she was back here everyone would treat her like a goddess, my family doesn t understand me and they call me ugly and fat even though I weigh only 121 pounds and my height is 5 7 they yell at me and abuse me with there language and they never told me I love you. I was woundering if you had and help for me because I know this isn t a healthy relationship and I have even thought of suciside. So, is there anything I can do? Help please!