I had a very dysfunctional child and abusive up bringing with tons of anger and resentment towards my parents and sisters through out the years I am now 60 years old and my father has died 3 years ago and I have not mourned or cried one tear for him at the age of 88. My mother I feel nothing for her....and I feel anger towards my 2 olders sister who were also abusive and turn my daughter against me. I am now under medication for bipolar depression, BPD, anxiety, Panic attacks, mood swings, compulsive disorder, ADD