i think im depressed My Symptoms are ;- Feeling tired / Energy loss - i feel useless - I Think of suicide - i have cut a number of times - I Eat alot and then i can eat nothing for days on end - I Come home from school and cry and cry , in school i have to escape to the bathroom to cry - I Seam to be very defensive - i cant sleep at night i stay up till about 1am and then i wake up a number of times in the night , and when i do sleep all night i wake up in the morning so tired its unbelievable .- I Feel unwanted and unloved and i always doubt myself because i dont physically or mentally think i can do things.- i feel like no one understands me and im screaming at the top of my voice in a crowded room and no one is listening - i used to be really into a site and i used to love to draw and things and now i have completely gone off it and i just dont want to do it anymore , it bores me- im constantly restless
- I Feel very jumpy and i always think some one is watching me or near me
- im scared
- i feel like i cant talk to anyone about it and if i do i will loose friends
- im never happy
- getting rid of my life seams like the best thing to do
- i put myself down alot
- i cant concentrate on anything longer than a minuet

am i depressed ?