Question: I need more information about sub clinical epilepsy that gets more pronounced at middle age. I'm in treatment with a psychiatrist who is knowledgeable about this disorder. I moved to a rural suburb, so we just do phone sessions. Anyway, I think a lifelong illness that can sometimes be very restrictive and upsetting, left untreated until now makes sense. I'm keeping track of symptoms. I have neuropathic pain conditions anyway, and live alone and far away from doctors, so I'm already taking an anticonvulsant. In this case it is Gabapentin.

I also take wellbutri n and the occasional beta blocker. I have interstitial cystitis pain, and being heavy, bulking up helps it heal. I order Grub hub.

I noticed my blood pressure was very high normal. It actually got higher when I had my evening wine - and NHL hockey. So, another question, how to manage transitioning back to normal.

I have convulsions not seizures. Subtle, involving a tightening of my tongue to the roof of my mouth, twitchy movements of arms when I'm in bed, not standing, a rumbling feeling inside, sleepiness all at once, bed wetting. Worse under stress, so probably no driving, Gabapentin and wine is okay, so I'm not freaking out. Not yet.
I am keeping track of these symptoms to help my doctors decide if my current medications are keeping them in check and me safe. I can't and won't leave my house. I have permission to secure myself this way. My dogs are very easy and attentive to me. Schipperkes are a wonderful breed.

I have not been referred to a neurologist. At this point I need to report any symptoms to my psychiatrist. Phone sessions at this point. I was supposed to be a mother with raise children in this town. I have security concerns and the family decision was to have me shelter in place, alone, with no security, and not seek medical attention unless it is an emergency. I order everything in, and don't need a food tester because I am extremely impervious to toxins. I am genetically Native XXXXXXX from a very high latitude, and Chinook, apparently. There are toxins that are infused into food, set to magnets, ones where someone is willing to get injured or worse, to get them to you... Anyway, I can eat anything without worrying. The chelation therapy inventors became perpetrators, so I use natural chelation only. Oolong tea, alcohol, lots of food, Tens device, etc. Cannabis was strengthened, to horrendous levels, so Southeast Asian countries swapped all of it out. The U.S. didn't win Vietnam... It was for all our benefit. And to protect the innocent and key personnel. Developing nations, less fortunate ones protect their women by having them shelter at home. It works.

I take a beta blocker. I have no family history of heart disease. It also might be a convulsion or part of the Lyme disease. a calcium channel blocker might make sense... But my psychiatrist doesn't think so.

Try reasoning through the problem where mutagenic illicit substances didn't get into patients systems. Our lifespans should be better.

I worry about identity theft. I don't have guards to watch my guard dogs, so medical care is emergency only. I was seen received and they did a good job. I was convinced I was never going to see my dogs again though. I don't have children, so it was an emergency into itself.