Hi there ~
I am not clear about your history. Firstly let me say that you would need to visit with a psychiatrist
to find out if you have exogenous or endogenous depression
. Since you are an ex-convict, you would also need to probably find a forensic psychiatrist to do an assessment as you are on probation. I hope this helps. Visiting theaters and enjoying what you always wanted to enjoy should not be a problem. However, please seek the help of the national suicide
helpline 1-800-273-TALK if you need to do so and get some resources.
Take care and have a nice day !