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We understand your concerns
I went through your question carefully. You are overly worried and have a lot of negative thoughts about sex. I suggest you not to treat sex and sexual life like it is the life itself.
Small penis everyone has. You must know that female vagina has pleasure nerve
endings only upto 2 inches from the surface. Means even a 2 inch erect penis can satisfy her.Masturbation
addiction can lower your mental sexual libido, not physical. People have lot of wrong notions about masturbation and they get mentally disturbed about that and engage in negative thoughts that actually increases anxiety
. Also regular masturbation cannot harm any of your body organs including heart.Nocturnal emission
happens when the sexual fluid and semen were unable to find a way out of your body and it is quite normal if you had not sexual relationship of masturbation for over a week. Your gonads
are producing enough semen, which is coming out through nocturnal emission, means you do not have any physical libido problems. You are very good.
Keep your penis clean and it will stop itching. Keep your life style clean, keep good habits, live happy life, use sex as divine pleasure and don't live to have sex. Enjoy it, don't be anxious.
I hope I cleared your doubts. Available for your further queries.