sir mein kisi boy ko bht jyada pyar krta h ab wo mujhse bat ni krta kya krun use is bat ka bhi pta h ki mein use bht chahti hun mujhe us se bat krne k liye kisi third person ka sahara lena pdta h,sir hmare beech me phsycal reletion bhi ni h bss kisses hi hui h or ab wo ek bat bolta h ki mujhe phon mat kr sir mera pura din dimag khrab rehta me roti hi rehtii hun lekin mujhe ye bhi pta h ki wo kisi or se bat ya pyar ni krta h lekin ab mein kya krun me uske bina ni reh skti na rehna chahti hun or shadi b krna chahti hun