i am told i have copd i work hard hopeing to prolong it and take spriva.I am 64 years old. I have been smokeing sinse i was 13. i love life and try to do something to better life for people.Trouble is i have control over my life except those damn smokes.I no smokeing is killing me its the only thing in my life i cant seem to quit. am i week .or just stupid .l am a positive person.but am not doing well. or feeling good about myself if i cant evan help myself.how can i keep helping others