hi, my name is susan and for years I have been taking many different kinds of depreshion meds. now I am at the point where I don't think they work any more. I am always worring about things before they happen, I can't find a dr. to go to because I can't afford one. I can't eat, I can't think, I can't sleep, I have lost 50 pounds with out trying. I can't relax at all. sometimes I feel like I want to scream. what do you think I should do?