hey, umm my name is Shefali and i am 21 years old. I have a weird problem and because of this i usually misbehave a lot and my main targets are my family members . i don't intentionally try to hurt them but its just that i get really really angry and sometimes i get angry for no reason and i just feel like getting really mad and burning everything down... i don't feel like harming that person at all but i feel that the fire inside me when i get mad, is trying to burn everything around me. Because of this aggressiveness my tone also changes and even when i try to talk politely i end up talking in a bad tone. the second problem is that i am a very emotional girl. I feel like i am very lonely! everyone whom i have like my family or friends are busy with their own stuff and i feel that they should try to give me some of their time... because of lack of attention i feel that i should push everyone away! I expect a lot from people because i do a lot for them too. I do more than I am capable of. These things annoy me a lot and i get mad. Sometimes I feel like leaving everything and running away from my life. I really don't know how to calm myself down. I am a pessimist! i always surrounded by negative thoughts for example if I will fail a test even though I am topper, or sometimes when i go out by cab i fear if someone is going to kidnap me. I ask myself a lot of "what if " questions. I really need help. I think i am very depressed!