Yes, I feel I am being drugged without my consent and it's through my coffee. I have a baby and I breastfeed. My babies pupils are very large, and gets irritable easily. My body feels very weak and my legs are so heavy I can't hardly move. I feel it's my ex-husband doing it. I have all the symptoms of Xanax and have a feeling it's put in my coffee. I have been on Adderall for a year and split my dose with food. I've never had this reaction to them ever. I need to know what I can do except not drink the coffee here. This has happened before and I believe my ex is doing this so I look crazy. I need help and advice. Yesterday i stopped drinking the coffee because It tasted weird and thought today maybe it's just me. This has been going on for a week now and I could really use some advice on if it's me and my mind playing tricks on me or if by all my symptoms i am correct. Ive been feeling as though I've been hyptnotized because of certain words and phrases I hear on TV and in my head. I know my mind isn't crazy nor am I. Can you help in giving me some advice?