iam a 30 yr old male. my height is 1.7m n weighs 65kg.. i had this terrible illness since 2004 when i noticed my face,lips and mouth started trembling/tremors when i smile or grin.. i thought tis could be due to depression.. 2 yrs later i saw a pyschiatrist and told him about my depression/anxiety. (i did mention about the tremors too) 5 yrs later i still had the 'smiling tremors' tat ruin my social and working life.. in 2010 i somehow i seek treatment from a neurologist and i was given botox injections.. it didnt help much and i was so dissapointed that i skip mental treatment and fall into severe depression and it turns to OCD after 9 months. i return back to see psychiatrist early tis year and saw the same neurologist and told him about my tremors again. he again injected me botox.. i does not improve my tremor again. but i drink alcohol amazingly the tremors goes away but it became worse the day after.. i not sure whether it is ET or not and the neurologist told me thats nothing to worry! i was like...damn.. botox is already not cheap! i done alot of research but unfortunately i have not find the solution...my worse thought is that this desease had no cure! i can't imagine my life having 2 illness - OCD and these mysterious 'smiling tremor'.. iam so loss right now and it had been 7 years...

Dear doctor, i really needed your help...

thanks.