Hello. I would like to get your advice about about some aspects that make my life uneasy. I ve just recently started sexual life. I was always scared to start it because of the pain. My other problem was that I started visiting gynecologists since 10 years old due to the yeast infection that I used to suffer with during all my life. My expierence of visiting doctors was very painful. I formed the feeling in my mind that I can t stand the gynecological instruments touching my vagina. Well, it s just the idea I wanted to start with. As I already told you my first sex occurred and it was painful and burning. I remember only episodes of it because I decided to get completely drunk and it really helped my boyfriend to do the intercourse. I had some blood and it was still bleeding for 2 days. After a week we tried to have sex again. I suddenly burst into tears because the pain was awful. It was burning, so painful at the entry of vagina. The other fact is i felt the biggest preassure on my bladder and wanted to pee so bad. Now, it s been already a month i m trying to have sex but i always stop my boyfriend because I can t handle that burning pain. All my body is kind of stone and every friction inside my vagina causes me that burning sensation. I got more sweaty and strained when he s inside and trembling. When he insurts his finger instead of the penis , I m almost free of pain. It just gives me a little discomfort. I really can t understand if it is vaginismus or just the painful beggining of sexual life. I m just really worried about that burning pain. It makes me being unable to let my boyfriend make any frictions inside. What do you think I should do? Thank you!